Sunday, July 13, 2014

The Closet



The closet makes noises at night
My mom says to ignore it
Its just the raditator
But I dont know if that's true
I think there's a monster down there
I think he wants to get me
I've even seen the monster
Its big and purple
Has long nails and pointy teeth
Its face all red
Sometimes it even shouts
But mom tells me Im only dreaming
Is she right?
Mom.Are you right?
The monster is fake right?

Sunday, June 22, 2014

An untitled short story

"You know this is your fault , if you weren't here I wouldn't be here."

"Well I'm sorry for existing ? "

You should be."

I laid down on the mattress covered in cold blue thick plastic.It reminded me of the plastic my grandma used to cover her couches in.The ceiling was grayish with dots all over it.Tiny prickly looking dots all over.The walls were white and dingy and looked like concrete. There was some lights on the ceiling like in a high school classroom.I just laid there taking several breaths while looking at the wooden door.The door was so heavy I struggled just to get in the room.

"HEY!You still there blaming me?"

I sat up and looked at her.She was white with a little bit of a tan,skinny and blonde.With a cateye so sharp it could cut someone.Her green military like outfit she wore with class and converse.And I'm just here sitting in this place.In sweats trying to cover up my rolls with my hair in a messy bun.

"Hmm..."

I looked at her up and down.And just as I was about to return fire a woman came in.She was an Indian woman with and average American everything;wearing all brown with a bright white lab coat.She said hi with a weak smile and said her name.I don't remember her name,but its probably something boring and average just like her.

She sat down on the edge of the bed.I got up and walked around.If I sat there with her it would feel like I lost control of a situation I already have no control of.She just looked at me and continued with her words.

"So Sia how are you?"

I just gave her look an just kept walking.

"Dumb question huh?"

No shit I thought.

"Well how do you feel?Sad?Happy?"

"I don't know."

"Well why are you here?"

"Didn't my parents tell you already?Why are you asking me?"

"Well I wanna know your side of the story.Why do you think your here?"

I finally stood still but only half of me faced her.

"I don't know..."

"Why don't you just tell her that its my fault like you said 5 minutes ago."

I just gave her a look then looked at my feet.

"Why don't you tell me what my parents told you."

"Do you not want to tell me or is it you just don't know ?"

"....Can you just tell me what my parents said..."

"Fine."

I heard papers being shuffled.I looked up and saw the girl in the room across from me through the window in her door.She was pale with dark deep black circles under her eyes.Just by looking at her I knew she was more fucked then me.Some workers in uniform came into her room and talked to her then they left.I think she saw me too but didn't care enough to look more then once.

"Here it is.They said you broke down."

I turned around fully away from the pale dark circle girl.

"What does that mean?Do they mean cause I was talking to her?I'm just talking to someone!THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M BROKEN!"

"I know. I'm just repeating what they said.What you told me to do."

All I wanted to do was cry but hurt someone at the time.

"Its your fault..."

I turned towards the military girl.

"Its your fault.See what you did."

"How?HOW?"

"Sia who are you talking to?Is it Sarah?"

"Why?! is this happening to me?!WHY?!"

I broke down slammed my body against the wall and sat on the floor crying but my knuckles turning white from frustration.

"Sia..."

All I wanted to do was set this room on fire,this building,my life...

"Sia.Sia.Sia? are you listening?"

I looked up and saw the average woman in front of me but than I saw her.I saw Sarah right next to her.

She said"C'mon Sia.."

I looked back at the Indian woman.

"I've been here before; many times.But never because of Sarah.Never Sarah.And you and my parents are saying these lies.She dosen't exist.She does.SHE DOES!SHE MAY BE BETTER THEN ME BUT STILL!"

"Sia..."

Sarah looked down.She looked in pain.

"Sarah I could never hurt you...never"

I looked away from Sarah and right at the Indian woman.

I pounced on top of her.Punching her face and bashing her head into the titled floor.

"HELP!!!!!!!"

I heard the workers coming back running.But I couldn't stop she's gonna try to hurt Sarah.I know she is.

"SIA!""I CANT STOP SARAH I CANT!"

I heard screeching and stomping.Then someone tackled me and pinned me down.I looked back at what I did blood all over her face and bruised.Blood splattered on the floor.

"Sia..."

I saw my parents.But I could only focus on Sarah.Sarah is all that matters.